Goodbye, 2015.

Wednesday, December 30, 2015

I could not deny that 2015 have been a great year for me, 
of course, there were ups and downs, 
but it has been the year that I have made most out of it so far in my life. 
I've learnt so much this year, not only on my career path, friendship, relationship, responsibilities, and so on. 
There isn't a year where so many things have happened and gets straight to me and made me realized that, sometimes in life, you need to have shitty times in exchange for something that is so much better. 
So I'm going to run you through my so called "good times" during 2015, instead of boring you through the bullshit moments that I've suffered. 

1. Moving to KL, to further my studies. 
As most of you know, I'm now based in KL and also enrolled in Taylors Lakeside University, 
and I've moved here since march because of my internship program with Nuffnang before entering Uni. 
Its a big step for me to take, because me, a little college teenager moving to a big city got lots to take in and a hell lot to learn. 

2. A lot more opportunities

I got the opportunity to attend way more awesome events and receive more campaigns, 
which I'm not going to state one by one, but you get the idea.
Back in Penang, being a blogger was kind of a struggle for me as everything happens in KL, 
and being here is a plus for me to explore more and being exposed to so much more things. 
I am a person that enjoys socializing and exploring new things, hence, its such a pleasure being a blogger and been given the privilege of experiencing so many things first in line. 
I am so thankful and grateful for all of you who had brought me here today, 
and also to the ones who gave me chances, seriously, thank you :)

3. Owning my first puppy
This is a bit tricky, and was a little bit emotional for me, 
but I am glad that it has all been settled down into a routine that I don't regret on committing myself into. 
Getting a puppy was initially something fun and exciting for me,  
and then I realized "oh shit, it can't understand human language and obey to me straight in the face"
I literally had a minor break down on the second day of having Milo, and it was hell. 
She gets sick a lot, simply shit and pee a lot, and she cries, A LOT. 
But after months of being with her, she tamed down to a normal cute ass puppy, 
and I have to admit, with the minimal amount of time I had gave her, she had unexpectedly became better than I thought she would be. 
I spend so little time with her, I'm always out and about, with uni, friends, boyfriend, and events, 
she is still able to became so so well and I am truly glad. 
I regret getting her in the first few months and thought that she would be a huge barrier for me to have an actualy teenage life.
However, she had helped me gain responsibilities that I had never imagined myself to have, and also helped me grew so much from what I used to be. 
If you haven't seen her, I do have a "Meet My Puppy" video :)

4. Being consistently active on my Youtube Channel
I've had my Youtube Channel for at least 2-3 years now I believe, 
but I am never active with it, 
and to be honest, never really put my mind and heart to it before this year. 
Ever since I started watching other videos from other youtubers, 
it just brings me a motivation and sort of created an inner interest in producing more home videos. 
I know, I am not a professional when it comes to this kind of things, 
I don't have perfect lightings, I'm not sure if my makeup techniques are right, 
my camera might not be focusing at the right time or right angle, 
but if you are interested to see what I'm doing, I can tell you, 
my videos are just me, produced by me. 
Most of my youtube videos are not sponsored unlike my blog posts, I just filmed them purely for fun, 
I just feel that videos captures precious moments better than pictures, and in a few years time I can look back and laugh about it. 

Makeup videos

Haul videos.

I can't believe I even did a freaking series of Vlogmas this year!!!
I am so so proud of myself for having the determination of editing everyday, and filling my days with things to do, although still quite boring but at least I did something. haha

5. Amazing relationships

I got to meet Bryan,
and so far, we've been through enough to have a mutual understanding although its a bit early to say,
but he makes me really happy and I think that's all that really matters for now, I'm not going to say much about us as its meant to be kept in between us. 
Also, not forgetting meeting his bunch of amazing friends that are always there for me,
always overly attached haha.

The other unexpected relationship was a friendship between me and Jessica, 
we are so different, 
but at the same time, we understand each other so well. 
I can never imagine having such an amazing blogger friend here in KL as everybody else in this industry is scary as hell. 
She's not only amazing as a uni friend, I know, we're classmates too. 
But also, a blogger that cares less about being exclusive and brings me along to almost every event she gets. 
I can honestly tell you NONE, okay, NONE of the so called blogger friend here in KL ever mentioned to bring or tag me along to an event, only Jessica. 
It was and still is one of the best thing that had ever happened to me this year, 
and cheers to many more years of friendship to come. 

6. First ever TVC
Shot my first ever TVC during night time 11pm untillllllll 5am
it was for a Maybelline commercial, 
and it was fun and tiring at the same time!
I was pretty much in shock that I got this opportunity as I feel that I am never in the world fit to be on the big screen, but boom, there I was, infront of the camera with a green screen. 

That pretty much sums up my awesome moments of 2015, 
of course, there are wayyyyy more awesome shit that had happened to me this year but I feel that I would keep those memories to myself. 
I had learnt so much things from where I fell this year, 
mainly to just keep going on with life because there will be obstacles, and for me, I always feel that I'll never let those obstacles affect me.
 If you give up, you lose, just shut the complains and find a solution. 
There isn't a thing that can't be resolved and can't be improved, 
if you're not feeling it, do better, 
if you're not sure about something, seek for help because its never wrong to ask for a helping hand. 

I hope you guys had a great 2015, 
even if it isn't, you know what they say, whatever happened in 2015, stays in 2015. 
I wish all of you the best and in 24 hours time, we will be stepping in to a whole new journey of 2016, so buckle up ladies and gentlemen, its going to be another round of roller coster ride. 
Let's be honest, we're not psychics, 
we always say 
"its okay this year's gonna be over new year's coming"
but we'll never know if it'll be a good year and at the very last month of the year, we would end up saying the same old sentence. 
So I would suggest us to be optimistic, this year had been well and good to me, 
let's just hope next year is nothing worse than 2015 shall we?

By the way, thank you guys for helping me hit 23 thousand followers sharp on New Year's eve. 
You guys are truly amazing and never failed to wow me, 
I love you all. 

see you next year! 


  1. Very proud of being a fan of you ! Happy new year Jxhia !

    1. You're soooo sweet :) thank you for your support! Happy New Year Yevon!